Remember how you first met me?

You think i am arrogant/chuan/hidung tinggi, and i gave you the very awful and indelible impression. I get that a lot, in fact, they never stop coming. Like today again, Bei Bei was explaining to me (very in detail) the first time she met me. As usual, she mentioned how cocky i am, the way i speak, my actions.

Then as i browse through Facebook, saw a photo of me during Science Fair:

After 11 hours of sleeping, i feel like reborn. But, with more conflicts.

It's not hard to understand why Elaine is just quiet and shy. It's really not that hard. I don't like to take pictures, because i don't like the way i look in them. That simple. Since, it is not difficult to understand why Elaine is so friendly and approachable.

I hate my split personality. I really do. I may be the the most friendly girl in the whole world, and you like the fact that i am so nice and kind, but certain times i just turn everything off and live in my own, own world.

I hate that i'm so friendly and nice, i hate that i'm so quiet and shy.

You feel comfortable with me, too comfortable in fact that you think you can do almost everything with me. And then, i suddenly decided to be quiet and shy, and you hate me.

I hate it when people like me.

And i feel sad, when people simply assume things about me.

I downloaded some notes from ADP, and i seriously think it's time for me to brush up on my power point and adobe photoshop.

My Ni Ni is not gonna go ADP with me. That leaves Philemon, let's hope his mum sends his butt to Help with me. If he goes to Segi College, and that means,

i'm on myself.

Why not stab me with a dagger now. It's better off that way. No kid.

Yesterday met up with Moose, Ashur, and Birdy. Blah blah blah. Later when i got home, i watched Vantage Point and play on the practise pad. My life is exceedingly boring.

And Ashur, you're not a bitch, i'm just saying for fun.